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Day 3 in NaNoWriMo :: flying, permission, and a journey


I see these days a change in the way I write: it reminds more of what Julia Cameron said in The Right to Write: An Invitation and Initiation into the Writing Life about treading paths, writing more flying drafts instead of stopping and editing at the same time.

I still wonder how it can go, because the energy passes, and then if I don’t finish it at the time of writing, I may not want to come back to it later.

Even though today I saw that I did want to come back to a chapter I wrote as a draft a couple of days ago, and edit it up to “Ready, reread :)”.

Reflection is helping me tremendously, I become more aware and realize things better.

And when I was thinking about the reflection and the changes I’ve been going through, I realized it’s been a journey. A Hero’s Journey? I’ll see. :)

Counting all around adds tension. :) NaNoWriMo website even calls it my Lifetime Achievement (Lifetime Achievement: 0. Really? :)) I don’t give up and don’t count words, as it closes me the flow.

And I think it’s not a journey.. not so much a journey, with the counting. Or at least, not the journey I want to take.

AH sent today a sentence: “When you feel joy, all the circuits are open and the Life Force or God Force can be fully received.”

How precise this is here – in my life journey!


A freakish book showed up today. It started with me thinking about the editing, and wondering if I can go and edit my book, since it’s “not allowed”: this month it’s about writing, not editing.

It took someone else saying they’re doing the editing these days, then I realized I’ve been waiting for the permission, and I was glad they said they were editing as I could take it as a permission slip for me. So much for being a rebel :)

And then I got to Amazon and saw (accidentally, sure!) this book: Stupid On Purpose: The Art of Ignoring Good Advice, Doing Whatever The Heck You Want, and Actually Enjoying Your Life. How is that for an answeet :)

Writing the drafts and then editing has its interesting benefits: a draft gives the feeling that something is already done, that some background exists, a background support exists, so I can go easier.

Andrew Wilkie sent an email today saying “You are enough”. That was good in that place of my journey, too. Or maybe it’s always good :)

I found that I’m coming home to my writing. Much like Elizabeth Gilbert was saying in her TED Talk years ago:


(“Your Elusive Creative Genius”: video)

This month is like an excuse for me, to spend time in writing more, to contribute to it more, to take time in it more. I only want to do it earlier in the day. I’ll see how I can do it. Ah, I’ll see how I align about it! Yes.

P.S. And I realized now, that I’m saying all I want to say, OMG! Dream came true. So quickly, I only said it two days ago.

First day of NaNoWriMo! Are you participating?

I’m in, but I’m officially a “rebel” – got this term from the wonderful Laura Roberts’ book I recently accidentally got, A Cheater’s Guide to NaNoWriMo: Tips, Tricks and Hacks for Winning This November (Write Better Books Book 1): I’m subscribed to a newsletter of free book promotions on Amazon, since I had my books submitted there, and this book appeared there.

I didn’t even know at the time of getting this book I want to participate :)


But all the appearing details, all was contributing to this my desire to participate.

Especially Laura’s book, which from a perceivedly rigid notion of pursuing the goal of 50000 words in a month, and writing a novel (and I write non-fiction) – took it to an event I can take on my terms, thinking what’s best for me.

And I defined my goal as finding this place of writing where I can freely say what I have to say. This is the month of Freedom in this sense. :)

And I see that my writing changed already:

  • I started to write freer, the way I write when I do a lot of Morning Pages for days.

  • I sat writing in the middle of the day! I usually felt like I needed justification for it, like I was self-indulging in writing. I was dreaming of the time when I’m able to sit and write, feeling the full right to do it. So my dream came true!!!

  • I’m used to write every chapter almost immediately from start to finish, editing it as I go. When I moved forward – the previous chapter was done, I put on it the yellow status “Ready, reread :)” (in Scrivener it’s such fun to add these customized labels and add them! One of my favorite toys :) I have these label colors showing up in Binder, so I see immediately, what’s ready and what’s not.)

    And today I felt like writing drafts and moving forward, no editing! I will see how it works forward, but it contributes to writing freer, too, and to overall feeling freer, too.

  • Even realizing these goals was so refreshing, triggering, exciting, focusing! I’m glad I came here. :)

I wrote today to the music of my precious Fragrance of Dark Coffee:


(“Godot – The Fragrance Of Dark Coffee – Rain + Fire Ambiance”: video)

Here is a longer version.

And (not “but”, by Bashar!) I also created yesterday a playlist on YouTube, including many clips on Writing – mostly from Abraham-Hicks, very inspiring! You’re welcome to use it:



You’re led to what you want & Things work out to please you

How satisfying and comforting, and inspiring, encouraging, loving.


(“Abraham-Hicks – You are led to what you want all day everyday (new)”: video)

Wonderful compilation about food

Funny and teaching. Hilarious :)


(“Abraham Hicks – You’ll NEVER feel the same about FOOD after this :)”: video)

So absolutely delicious

Liz Gilbert shares her side of the processes, her view of life and what can bring the Big Magic.

I think it’s must-listen for everyone who even a bit lives or strives to live a creative life.


(“Elizabeth Gilbert & Marie Forleo on Fear, Authenticity and Big Magic”: video)

“There’s enough space

in the infinity of peace.” ~ Mooji

How beautiful and relaxing. :)

Jackpot :)

Bashar: “Many times
people confuse the idea of interim step with the goal:
many people don’t need to win the jackpot
to do what they need to do in life.
You’ve just been taught to think you need that.

And therefore you’re relegating your definition of abundance
to something very narrow,
and actually shutting the doors
to which other forms of abundance could come into your life to allow you
to do what you need to do when you need to do it,
which is the only definition of abundance we have.

So by acting on your highest excitement
and staying true to that path,
anything that is truly relevant for you to experience,
whatever the path of least resistance is,
that will allow you to do what you need to do when you need to do it,
will be the forms in which abundance presents itself.

Sometimes that might be winning a jackpot,
but sometimes it might just be walking down the street
and overhearing someone say exactly
what you needed to hear when you needed to hear it.

That’s a jackpot, too.

Loosen up your definitions of what you think abundance is,
and you will see,
how abundant you actually always are.

Does that help?”

Q.: “Yes”

Bashar: “Jackpot!” :)

Absolutely amazing


(“Mooji – Unbound Peace”: video)

“The highest goal of spirituality is Self-realization, but what does that mean?

It means to feel your Self as a living reality in this moment,
and there is always only this moment.”

~ Ramana Maharshi