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Interesting.. (on associations)

Posted April 15, 2014 by Olga and has no comments yet.

Listening to Tony Robbins’ “Personal Power” now (it’s a part of “Get the Edge”), I hear him talking about the associations and how they’re key to everything – if we don’t act on something, or don’t like something, that means we have pain associations with it, and if we act and/or like, we have a pleasure association.

He even mentioned something I never associated (pun intended :)) this way before: he said, that in concentration camps, people were looking for a sense, and those who found the sense in all that was happening, could continue to live. So Tony said, “sense” is just an association we have with something: if it makes sense to us, we have a pleasure association, and vice versa.

So is the sense in life?..

So it all reminded (associated :)) to me three things:

1) Bashar’s “all things, all events are neutral.” And our “perception” is our association, isn’t it?

2) High Flying Disc (HFD, by Abraham state of high energy) – don’t we then rise to HFD when we have a pleasure association with some subject? And we’re on LFD when we have a pain association with it. So a way to rise vibrationally, is to find some pleasure associations with the subject at hand.

Actually, Abraham speaks about it all the time – “get on the HFD and then..,” “distract yourself in something pleasurable and then..” – I just never saw it in this association light.

3) Sometimes we find it hard to believe in something if it doesn’t make sense to us – even if it does feel good, but doesn’t feel “true.” Could we possibly work with our associations on that subject then, in order to find ourselves able to believe what would actually serve us better?

Food for thought. :)

Life in Cooperation

Posted April 6, 2014 by Olga and has no comments yet.

Yesterday, I saw this TED talk:

(“Yves Morieux: As work gets more complex, 6 rules to simplify”: video)

and I find, that it so speaks to me in terms of the vibrational play: first of all, knowing, what every part does. What the physical part of me does, and what the Source does. This feels very structuring and relaxing the tension. “Reward the cooperation,” etc. Made me think and feel tending to life in this cooperation mode.

This quote feels like more of it:

“Life caused you to put it in your vibrational reality,
and so it’s already amassed.

Everything that anyone lives,
was vibrational first.
And so, the vibrational reality that is amassing,
you’ve already put all of the components there.
It’s already done.

And so, when you offer a process like a focus wheel,
or when you do some scripting,
or when you rampage appreciation,
or when you make a list of positive aspects,
that exercise isn’t doing the creating.

That exercise is putting you in a place that allows you in the Vortex,
where what is already created, is.

So that you have the full view of it,
so that you can now see, what’s in there.” ~ AH

So sweet :)

Posted October 20, 2013 by Olga and has no comments yet.

In my recent aligning I paid attention, that when I write a program, I tend to take every aspect that I don’t know (yet), how to implement, as “I suck, I’m a failure, I know nothing.”

Now in my recent new-style programming, when I align, and then let the alignment express itself through new code, me riding the wave, – I said, okay, I tend to take it so, but I can also say: it’s an opening question, to which the new alignment will bring beautiful answers. It felt so much better!

So I started to call these “I don’t know how in the world it can be implemented at all!” – preview, thumbnails of what will be given to me in the new alignment.

And now I’m listening to an EC workshop, back 2 years ago, and suddenly hear there: “it’s the new level’s invitation being revealed.” What a beautiful wording! What a sweet reply :) cooperative rendezvouzing at its bestest :) ♥ Woohoo!! :) I love my life, so much. :) ♥

Doubt and desire

Posted January 1, 2012 by Olga and has no comments yet.

“Doubt is almost the most debilitating of all those emotions,
because it is the opposite of desire.

Doubt cannot even exist unless you have a desire that you’re countering.
You have to really want something before doubt is even a factor.
If you don’t want anything,
then not expecting it isn’t a problem.

Many would say, “just stop saying, that you want it,
and then not having it won’t bother you.”
But there’s no regression from a desire.

You can’t pull it back,
so you’ve got to align your habit of thought with it.

You want to talk that doubt down
because you want to feel good.

If you want something
that you can’t see any viable action,
easy to apply method in order to bring it about,
then it’s logical that there would be doubt.

And what we’re saying to anyone about anything, is that
if you have a desire within you,
you have the ability to achieve that desire,
provided you are able to release enough resistance,
that Universal forces can carve out the way to make that happen.

If you have a desire that is really strong,
you may have some doubts,
but if your desire is really strong,
it overrides.” ~ AH

A different view of life structure

Posted December 28, 2011 by Olga and has no comments yet.

I’m starting to see life so differently, and a thought comes: what if it’s built not the way I used to think?

What if it’s like this:

Some piece of energy :) decides to come to express itself in this specific physical form.
I’m being physically born.
In my physical life, the streams of energy I consist of (all the flavors, nuances of it), go forward and develop, expand.

Since my physical form, my physical mind, is of some inertia,
when these streams expand, I (physical me) stop being fully compliant to them,
which forms a gap, which shows as a physical problem.

(It reminds me homeopathy principles, do you know?
They say, when a Life Force of a person has a problem, it shows out as a physical illness, which shows, which remedy (!) should be applied: it should be the remedy, created homeopathically (they have a special system), from a material, which, being given to a healthy person, will give the same symptoms, as this ill person now has. It means, each physical illness shows out, what remedy should be used for it!)

And then when I remember, that I am a vibrational being,
I know, that I should align with the expanded streams,
and the “symptoms” of the “physical problem” just give me help in applying my vibrational efforts.

And then there’s no “guilt” on my behalf,
there’re no things that I “had to do and didn’t do”,
there’s no “punishment” in these “problems”,
just a sign, that the streams moved forward,
and that now I should realign,
to have a new, expanded, enriched experience,
and in general – to become compliant again to my bigger part.

But when I don’t remember, that I’m a vibrational being,
I see these “physical problems” as physical problems!
That I should fix! That I’m guilty in arriving to!
Because if I were “better”, these things wouldn’t have happened to me!

Wow.

Earning vs. just Being Worthy

Posted December 24, 2011 by Olga and has no comments yet.

“You could be completely un-earning, but you’ll never be unworthy.

You can be completely un-earning, meaning not specifically exchanging your activity for money, and still be abundantly receiving, once you get your vibration in that place.

So it’s time to rewrite your story.

You could see yourself as a highly evolved being, who figured out how to get money without going to work.

We tell you: “Why not just turn and go with the flow?”, and you’re saying, “I’m a stay at home mom”..” ~ AH

A revelation

Posted December 18, 2011 by Olga and has no comments yet.

I just connected the dots.. or the dots were connected in me and for me. :)

1. From yesterday’s post: “because in most cases the basic concept of mentoring says:
“I know something, that would be good for you,
that you haven’t figured out,
so you’re flawed in this way.””

2. From AH LIVE Dec 10, when we deem something as wrong, even if we don’t do that (!), it is detrimental to us, this resistance. (In the LIVE they spoke about vaccinations, and AH said this: if you deem them wrong, no matter if you do them or not, it’s still detrimental to you!).

3. All the comparisons I got these days:
“when you feel jealous, you diminish yourself” ~ AH
“when you don’t respect your choices, you don’t respect yourself” ~ Bashar
etc.

4. My all-the-time feeling, that something is not quite home, when I’m thinking of my coaching clients (or any people that don’t know anything about energies) as operating .. like blind kitties, they don’t know where they move, what they do, how to go for what they want, they come to funny conclusions, trying blindly to find their way to what they want.. without a map, without seeing clearly. I feel such a shame now, when I realize this.. I want to apologize to my clients and all the people I perceived this way.

But I’ve always been thinking, “but it’s true! How can I see it any other way? They do lack this knowledge!” (Again this trap of “truth” instead of “what is it that I do want?”, even though then it became “I want them to know it! I want them to operate with open eyes!”.. Now I see, it could be “what I do want, is to feel good when looking at them, interacting with them, thinking about them, speaking to them. What would it be, that would give me this feeling good?” Probably the first thought, the relief, would be “Maybe it’s not THAT bad, that they don’t know?..”)

And now I realized:

1. Whatever I’m doing, MY deeming it wrong, that they don’t know, is detrimental and diminishing to me. I’m suppressing, judging, not letting live fully, something in ME, when I’m judging it as wrong in them, in their life.

2. I can see it as a bigger picture: that ultimately it was their choice to live these challenges in this way. And that ultimately everyone is fine, and in this moment they’re living what they intended to live. I can offer them my understanding of the situation, if they wish to hear it, but it’s not wrong, where they are, and it won’t be better when they know what I tell them. There’s no hierarchy. There’s just life.

How freeing. :)

P.S. The video the 2nd paragraph reminded me of:

(“Bashar – Ultimately Everyone is Just Fine”: video)

By the way:

“it’s how you use it.
And that’s why we simply say, circumstances don’t matter – not to discount them,
but to let you know it’s what meaning you decide to give them,
that determines, what effect you can extract from them.” ~ Bashar

My thoughts (and feelings) about Jerry

Posted November 23, 2011 by Olga and has no comments yet.

This morning a wonderful friend Ashley wrote to me, asking if it was true. There were only rumors. But I took them to heart and felt sad, then started the aligning, just saying by my habit “it’s my head, and I want pleasant thoughts to be in it. I want to feel good, at least a little better.”

Then I sent this message to Ashley:

“Ashley, I just found the information on The Abe Forum, that it is true. And then I started doing my vibrational work to align with a better cause of it, to align with my Source about it. And then a miracle happened. I’m almost reluctant to speak about it, my conscious mind tells me I must be out of my mind and I shouldn’t speak about it with other people, but I keep telling it that you’re from Abers, so I may. :) In short, I had these sorrows within me, that 1) we will feel kind of without father now; and 2) that it’s proof of something bad: that one can’t rely on applying the teachings, etc. But the miracle I had was thatwhen I started aligning, I suddenly felt Jerry present within me. And he told me (not in words, in the feeling, now I can more understand how Esther speaks Abraham’s words), that 1) now he can be present for all of us, all at once; and that 2) that it is a proof of something good and important, and that’s a meaning that is available to us and we can hold with it if we wish. I feel love and care from him, not a worrying care, but like a care of a trusting big friend. I would say parent, but the energy of parent has some worry and dependence in it, while what I feel like him, doesn’t. I feel so embraced in this love. Thank you for asking me. :) I asked about Esther, and the energy I felt there, was like it is all part of a good, well-planned process, that it is Esther’s life and only she can truly understand the (good) meaning of it, and that she will, it is her path. I may not put it in very precise words, but I’m trying. All is Well, he tells me, and adds, what, you had doubts? He just stands in this knowingness, which to me feels very reassuring.”

Then Mary posted a question about croaking.. brave woman. :) And I replied, there on “When I’m in the Vortex” group, sharing with her this message. And we had a beautiful conversation, when I was fluctuating between feeling ridiculed by my conscious mind, and feeling shame for that, and then aligning and really feeling Jerry again. So what I added there after that, was:

“OMG.. Eileen, I just went to read that media (Eileen mentioned that media are really making a big deal about it, stating it’s the end of Abraham-Hicks).. on one hand, prefer I didn’t do that :) on the other, I feel like it launched another rocket of desire within me I can now align to, I will go do that now.. But for now I want to say – there was one more thing I felt in this alignment this morning – I asked this energy, what will now be with Abraham-Hicks, if Jerry transitions. And the answer I got, felt like this: it will be not available in the old form, but it will be available in the new form, which will be much more powerful, on a much more powerful level. Now, from my work with alignment, I can feel what it means: you know, that feeling when we bounce from what we don’t want, into alignment, and then this new place opens for us and we feel on some new powerful level, and feel how it is so thanks to us taking the jump.. This is how I feel now about what Abraham-Hicks will become. I think consciously also, that those of us that will take this step and align, will feel all this on a new really powerful level. ..There is a photo of Jerry below, in a video, I feel from it like I usually feel from photo of people who made their transition. So I don’t know anything consciously about it, but it feels like this body is now like an old shell for Jerry, like he emerges now into a much more powerful stage of his life, like into a strong powerful mighty project. I love this feeling.”

“Also, I want to share my vision of what media is talking about: they say, it may mean the end of Abraham-Hicks, because how can one attract into his life something like cancer if living positively, with positive thoughts? And I want to share my recent really more feeling of it, than conscious coming to understand:

What we attract is two-part:

1) what gives us straightly the feeling we’ve been practicing in our reaching for alignment on that subject;

2) the means to continue the path.

And these means to continue the path are always synchronized, as if the world would be saying “Here’s what you can NOW resolve, dear one, to continue on this path of unfolding of this subject’s Vortex manifestation”. And we can take this step and align on it, and then raise to the new heights of clarity and manifestation on this subject’s stream. Or we can take it as evidence that it doesn’t work for us, which eventually will work for us even better: for from that will emerge the desire to just feel good, and then we will do the vibrational work to just come into alignment, and then we will come into alignment, with even more stuff in our Vortex on that subject and on probably many others. So really, all is well. :)

Also, I KNOW, I feel it, that doubting the teachings feels so bad for me, and going with the teachings feels so good, like ALL of me comes to play and live, when I’m going with the teachings, that I will believe it just for this sake. :)

I just heard in one AH clip: “these thoughts nail your feet to the floor”. This is how I feel about what media says. :)

I just felt again now this energy that I feel like Jerry and how it as if says to me: “The play is only starting!””

And now in the evening the email came from Esther. I’m so happy to see how she replies to what I felt about her this morning. And quite egotistically, I’m happy that what I was feeling, wasn’t delusional. :) And that I really have now access to Jerry! It really feels like he made himself really available to all of us, to continue the game on the powerful level.

So here you have it, my blessed beloved friend. I love you. :)

Here’s a webpage where we can express our appreciation for Jerry and the new insights:
http://www.abraham-hicks-spiritual-philosophy.com/abraham-hicks-live-workshop-broadcast/2011/11/22/appreciation-for-jerry-hicksdiscoveries-connection-and-fresh-vantage-points/

Wow! It happens as I go! :)

Posted November 22, 2011 by Olga and has no comments yet.

In the previous post I wrote about taking action to express the new energy I prefer, but still, somewhere in the background it was also about “if I don’t take action, how then will it come to exist?” in it. Yes, I know, I know, it comes, it is so obvious, when thought “from the outside”, but inside, when the specifics seem to cover it all, it’s just so hard to accept. I was even crying a little bit yesterday, feeling “I need the clue! It’s hard for me not to see it at all!”, saying to myself on one hand, I don’t really need to see it now, and the vibrational work (play? I didn’t find an appropriate word for it yet. Maybe, “developing the vibrational project”?) is actually much more productive when I don’t see the physical solution, but on the other, my human nature (or probably as Bashar would say, my physical mind, wanting to be in charge), demanded some reason to be put on ease…

After going general, going with some meditations yesterday, some revealing, relieving and releasing, I said to myself: “I will let this reveal itself to me.”

But somewhere, I guess, the question still was there.

Now, checking the previous post in Facebook, I paid attention to “People You May Know” – it was impossible not to, one person (Ashley Stephenson) attracted me immeasurably, it was amazing, as if her energy stood out really really big time. I sent her a friendship request, and she confirmed immediately. I felt really drawn there.. so I went to her wall and found this:

(“Abraham Hicks: create money without action?”: video)

Day by day, I feel it more and more, how the Universe s caring for me, providing me with answers, just what I wanted, at just the right time.. I feel so love and responded to, and cared for.. I feel deeply loved. Thank you, the Universe. And you. :)